Good Vibes Only [Mostly]
These past few weeks, there has been a flood of good vibes. It's made it nearly impossible to have a bad day. Like I feel good. Legitimate, not faking a smile, good. And I know I probably won't always feel this way, the hard days are bound to hit eventually, but that's all the more reason I need to enjoy these times when I am feeling good. Right now I am genuinely in a good place and I think there are a few big reasons why. I think I can safely attribute 99% of these "good vibes" to blessings from heaven. I know this sounds super cliche, so let me try and give you something a bit more tangible. When I say that I am blessed with strength or peace or hope, I mean this very literally. This isn't a fluffy, "I don't know, I just feel better" kind of thing. As I mentioned in my first post, when I was still in the position of deciding whether to keep Everly, I was in a dark place. I truly felt physically incapable of even imagining a scenar